Wednesday, 21 January 2015

Vedic astrology (Jyotish) and spirituality

I am making the most of my last month before I return to the cold hard reality of my usual working life by blogging a little more than usual amongst other things. I was ruminating on the subject of vedic astrology recently. It is a bit of a love-hate relationship for various reasons.

I did a basic course in vedic astrology about 5-6 years ago during a vacation while studying medicine. The course consisted of weekly lessons for a few months, and I learned the basic principles of the subject. I went on to read some books on the subject to develop my interest in this further- just for my own knowledge, not with the desire to turn professional or become a scholar.

I have continued to have an interest in this subject, and I have discovered that it is based on solid principles. A person's chart does indeed reflect their life well. However, a person is not controlled by their chart, or by the planets, as people imagine. The chart is merely a mirror of a person's karma. Each planet and the chart itself reflects a portion of that person's karma (both good and bad karma) that is to be experienced in this lifetime.

People lament that they have to accept 'bad' things in their chart. This is nonsense according to the yogis. As Sivananda says, you can unmake a bad situation that you previously made. It takes a lot of work though. However no karma is insurmountable. In fact, according to the yogi masters, we have a duty to overcome our karma, both good and bad, and attain a blessed state. We are not here to merely suffer bad and good results of our karmas like robots.

What then is the technique of overcoming karma- good and bad? How to reduce our bad karma, increase our good karma (this is the first step) and finally, overcome all karmas both good and bad (the final state)?

The answer according to the yogis is simple. Tapas. Lots of tapas. Japa. Charity. Good deeds. Homams. Pujas. Whatever takes our mind to God and transforms our lower nature into a sublime divine nature.

Japa in particular is a great destroyer of bad karma. According to Sivananda, it burns sins like fire burns cotton. He says "The Name of God, chanted correctly or incorrectly, knowingly or unknowingly, carefully, is sure to give the desired result. Just as burning quality is natural to and inherent in fire, so also, the power of destroying sins with their very root and branch, and bringing the aspirant into blissful union with the Lord through Bhava-Samadhi, is natural to and inherent in the Name of God. The glory of the Name of God cannot be established through reasoning and intellect. It can be experienced or realized only through devotion, faith and constant repetition of the Name." http://www.dlshq.org/teachings/japayoga.htm. What an extraordinary and reassuring set of statements. No need to fear any karma in one's chart when such an accessible solution is available.

However I feel sorry when I see the solutions that modern astrologers provide. They say, wear a special stone, pay a priest to do a special homam or puja-  these are not automatically solutions. If I did a bad deed in my last life, and have to suffer for it in this life (bad karma visible in my chart), what will wearing a stone do? The law of karma is laid down and upheld by God Himself. Is He going to let me off so easily? Would it be just to do so? Obviously not.

At best, some astrology scholars say, the stone will delay the karma taking effect. At worst, it is a waste of money and one has been fooled into thinking a solution has been found. But the effects of the karma will surely come one day.

Similarly paying others to do pujas and homams is okay in some situations. Of course, some pujas and homams are complex and we cannot do them ourselves. But if God is seen as a parent, and we have to apologise for a mistake- what should we do? Apologise ourselves, by spending 10-15 minutes a day in japa, or a simple puja like offering some flowers at an altar? Or avoid doing any sadhana at all, and just pay a priest to do something on our behalf? Priests can be helpful no doubt- some are sincere, some treat spirituality as a vulgar business and simply fleece gullible people with grandiose claims. How would we feel if our children made a mistake and then hired someone else to say sorry? It would be absurd. Well this is what we do with God when we only hire others to say sorry. We make our relationship with God a crude business.

And God does not need our pujas and homams. We do. These rituals have beautiful symbolic inner meanings to build a relationship with the Divine and transform our inner nature according to Sivananda and other Gurus. When we burn camphor, the inner meaning is "let my ego melt and leave no trace like the camphor". When we burn a lamp for God, we are saying "You are the Light of lights. Let my life be filled with Your Divine Light. Let the darkness of the lower nature and of ignorance be dispelled by Your Light." Other rituals have similar inner meanings. One doesn't experience the transformative effect of pujas and homams without understanding the inner meanings. It is just a mechanical set of actions without this understanding. Whereas if one does puja or homam oneself, one is much more likely to experience the personal inner meaning of the ritual and benefit greatly.      

It is not that God needs a little rice and milk from us, and that He'll then say, okay have your car, child, job or whatever you want! He is the owner of the entire Universe and beyond. He does not need our petty offerings. And He gives us the best things without our asking. But we benefit from making these offerings, because of the transformation this brings in our nature- they bring us closer to God, the source of all bliss and auspiciousness.

The greatest offering we can give is a little time to build a relationship with Him, to at least attempt to offer our ego to the Divine. Whether one sees God as personal, or as an impersonal Truth, both are true according to the sages. He is personal, impersonal and beyond both these. Either way, building a relationship with this God or Truth is important for our wellbeing.

Ideally one should do a little sadhana daily oneself, and if desired, one can also request a priest to do a puja or other ritual if it would bring peace to one's mind (but one should be suspicious of priests who demand huge fees for rituals claiming that it will solve all one's problems- this is almost invariably a hoax).

Coming back to astrology, sometimes I ask myself, why do I bother studying it? It is a wonderful science no doubt. It has exact rules, which when followed, give exact answers and results. But much of the knowledge is imperfect today. It is a science of Rishis, given to us by Rishis. Few rishis, if any, exist today. A pure character, a great mind, is needed to really be a true good astrologer. Few, if any, such people exist today. I ask myself, why do you waste time reading books on astrology, instead of doing japa? I tell myself- Foolish girl, do you want to end up as an astrologer studying the charts of spiritual giants all your life, or do you want to become a spiritual giant yourself?  Do you want to watch the spiritual fun from the sidelines, merely studying the spiritual horoscopes of past saints, or do you want to actually enter the spiritual arena, do some serious tapas, and fulfill your own spiritual potential?

So I try not to spent too much time on the subject. Astrology is accurate (in the hands of the right astrologer), and for me, it is solid proof of the existence of past lives and of karma. Without the existence of these two, vedic astrology would have no meaning, no basis. So the fact that vedic astrology is correct, is proof for me, of rebirth and karma. It is no longer simply a matter of faith for me. This is already a valuable service done by astrology.

But I cannot sometimes resist looking at my own chart for my spiritual path, my spiritual potential. I wistfully look at it and wonder- can I be like Ramakrishna and Sivananda? Then I tell myself- come on, it does not depend on the chart. The chart shows what I did before. I can decide, using my free will, with the help of the Divine (very necessary), to overcome all karmas and reach the Divine. Paramhamsa Yogananda did this, Swami Satyananda (disciple of Sivananda, and Founder of Bihar School of Yoga) did this- they said we can and should do it too.

I am trying not to care too much whether this is my last life or not. I am trying to follow what my Guru advises- he says, ask God for true bhakti, let there be any number of future lives, it does not matter, but ask God for true bhakti, Parabhakti. Once this is achieved, all is achieved. He says, Mukti (liberation) is the handmaid of the Queen Parabhakti. Mukti automatically follows Parabhakti. So attain Parabhakti. This is my prayer for myself. To be allowed to attain Parabhakti. This in my mind is an ability to see and love God in all beings, all things, all the world and universe- in what appears both good and bad. No easy task. I feel I will have to do a lot of japa to attain this. So many many purascharanas will be needed. Got to keep at it.

But my chart shows me that my path is hopefully right. The Vimsamsa (chart of spirituality) contains Libra rising (bhakti yoga) with Mercury (Vishnu) and Sun (Surya, Rama) in the fifth house of mantra (Aquarius) with Moon (Krishna, Gauri) in the 9th house of Guru and Japa (Gemini)- as per Lahiri ayanamsa (According to Raman ayanamsa, these planets are still in the fifth and ninth, only the signs change). So I feel that japa yoga without doubt is the right path for me, and that my chart accurately reflects my interest in certain forms of the Divine. I consulted an astrologer recently who has a strong background in spirituality himself to interpret my chart, and he confirmed my path too.

I recently had a dream, about three weeks ago, where I met Swami Chidananda Saraswati, the main disciple of my Guru Sivananda. I asked Swamiji in my dream a question about my spiritual progress, to tell me where I am on the spiritual path. He said "You have at least five lifetimes left." I burst into tears in my dream, at the thought that there are still five lifetimes left and that this is not the last one. I then resolved, I must do the work of five lifetimes in this lifetime, I must attain God in this lifetime. I have no idea about the authenticity of this dream. It may well just be all my own imagination. However, it has left me with the feeling that I have to work hard in this lifetime. To attain bhakti. Let mukti come when Hari wishes it- let Him make this prayer sincere!

Hari Om Tat Sat.

Thursday, 15 January 2015

Satsanga and kusanga

The sages say that satsanga, the company of the wise (or some contact with them), is the most important help on the way to God. It is the spiritual fuel needed to feed our spiritual fires. Satsanga is the company of those people and things which motivates and inspires one on the spiritual path. Kusanga is the reverse - it is the company of those people and things which try to dissuade us and attempt to block our progress on the spiritual path.

All things are God, yet we cannot eat dirt, we must eat grains- we have to be careful. Similar is the case with satsanga and kusanga.We cannot do anything we like, be influenced by one and all, and expect to progress on the spiritual path.

God manifests Him/Herself to us in the form of perfected beings, the Gurus, the rishis. This manifestation to help us to evolve spiritually and become similar perfected beings, instruments of the Divine.

In this Kali yuga, where can we find satsanga? Sivananda used to say that satsanga includes both contact with living perfected beings as well as contact with their great and sublime thoughts through their books. In this day and age, it is hard to find truly perfected beings just round the corner. Fortunately however, it is relatively easy (especially via the internet) to find their books and writings.

I carry a few spiritual books with me always on my travels to read- they provide me inspiration and encouragement on the spiritual path. My all time favourite book is Japa Yoga by Swami Sivananda- reading a few pages of this book inspires me to take up my japa practice with renewed vigour.

I also keep a piece of cardboard on which are stuck the photos of Sri Krishna (in the middle) and six saints including Swami Chidananda and RamaKrishna Paramhamsa and others. I keep them near the place where I do japa and I feel they are with me. This is one type of satsanga.

Satsanga is also a good way to counter the negative effects of kusanga. There is no shortage at all of kusanga in this Kali Yuga.

Kusanga represents all that is negative, selfish, greedy, egoistic, worldly, pleasure-seeking, ignorant. The majority of our society consists of this - in terms of people, books, movies, hobbies and so on.

It is important for spiritual aspirants to maintain enough satsanga in their lives to counter the daily kusanga that we are exposed to whether we like it or not.

My satsanga comes from:

1. Spiritual books- of my Guru Sivananda and his excellent disciples Chidananda, Swami Radha and others, RamaKrishna Paramhamsa and other saints of all religious traditions. I am truly blessed to have a spiritual giant such as Sivananda as my Guru. Reading a few lines from any book of his at once squashes all the kusanga thoughts generated by my relatives and powers my spiritual sadhanas. If it were not for him I would be rapidly sinking in the mire of samsara with no way out. He is my first and most important strength.
2. Ashrams- visits to Ashrams once in a while, including that of my Guru in Rishikesh (Divine Life Society).
3. Photos of my Gurus and saints- I imagine they are with me in the house. I turn to them for company. I want to be like them. I want to think like them. Their photos inspire  me, make me feel they are with me, supporting me.
Ordinary people ask "why do you do japa?". But these saints say "how can it be that you have forgotten the Lord for a minute? Remember Him constantly, repeat His Name constantly." They set a high standard, a standard to be achieved. Sometimes I wish I could be on a separate planet in just their company and learn from them and do intense tapas. But I accept I am where I am meant to be.
4. My Divine parents, my Divine family- I feel my Divine parents are Krishna/Sivananda (Father) and Durga (Mother). They keep me on the path. My Divine uncles and aunts are the various saints and disciples of the Gurus- thinking of them also inspires me on the path.  I also imagine Rishis such as Narada, the divine musician and bhakta of Narayana, visiting me time to time to keep me company in kirtan. If it were not for my Divine family, my spiritual fire would have been  extinguished a long time ago.These are my antidote and protection against kusanga, and the fuel of my spiritual fire and spiritual path.

I feel it is good to take stock of the satsanga- kusanga balance from time to time. To ensure we receive enough inspiration from satsanga. To ensure we are aware of the effects of kusanga on our minds and not let these take root in us.

P.S.  An update on the second purascharana- I crossed the half way mark (4 lakhs) some days ago. I did a half-an-hour Vishnu homam at home a few days ago to celebrate (1 mala of offerings) and to pray for world peace. I use the super-short homam manuals provided by Narasimha Rao on his website vedicastrologer.org. (Worth checking out his website for the manuals which are clearly written).  There are various groups now that are promoting doing homams by oneself. Another group is Sri Sri Ravi Shankar (Art of Living) who has recently started a one month course to learn to do pujas and homams oneself at home.

I believe one can and should do homams oneself if possible if one is interested, as it creates a stronger connection with the Divine than simply paying priests to do them (they are usually very business-minded anyway). This is especially true if the homam is being done for spiritual progress, world peace or some other altruistic motive for the benefit of all beings. If the homam is more complex and one cannot do it oneself, then it makes sense to pay a priest to do it I guess. I personally enjoy doing homams and do a short 20 minute one now and then when I am in the mood. I like the fire (it feels alive, and yogis believe it is- the deityAgni), making the ghee offerings, and feeling that this nourishes the gods and pleases the Divine. In the Gita, Krishna advises humans to perform homams to nourish the devas, who in turn provide us with nourishment in the form of rain and therefore food grains. It is a beautiful symbiotic relationship. Doing homams is also one of the five great yagyas expected of house-holder (pancha maha yagyas).  I also feel the whole atmosphere where the homam is done is purified. Would recommend giving homam a try along with japa- the two complement each other nicely. They are quite easy to do with the manuals and there are only a few materials that are essential which are easy to obtain (ghee, homam kund, spoon, wood/fuel).

Hari Aum Tat Sat

Sunday, 11 January 2015

Navarna mantra for protection

Hari Om.

2015 has dawned. It brings with it both hope and fear. There is increasing violence everywhere. Yet there is undoubtedly also a resurgence of spirituality and ethical values all over the world. However negative ignorant materialistic tendencies still far outweigh positive noble tendencies and sadhana for the welfare of the world is desperately needed.

The unfortunate events in France that took place four days ago have oddly strengthened my faith in mantras as a positive force for protection.

On January 9, two days ago, I returned home with my father and husband after a pretty mundane day. It was around 9 pm in India. My father and husband sat down to dinner and asked me to join them. I was not particularly hungry and decided to have some fruit a bit later. We had been following the tragic events in France on the news. The latest was that the terrorists had been found but were locked up in two locations with some unfortunate hostages.There was no sign of a breakthrough at this time and it was a tense situation.

It was Friday, the day of the Goddess. I had happened to have bought some red roses from a roadside seller earlier that day. Red flowers always remind me of Durga, and I had meant to offer some of the roses to Her in a puja either later that day or the next day.

For some reason, on returning home I was seized with a strong desire to do a short puja to Devi then and there for Her intervention in the Paris situation.I felt sorry for the misguided terrorists and their terrible ideology. I felt even sorrier for the hostages and for the French forces who had the challenging task of arresting/killing the terrorists without causing further death of the hostages.

I wondered which mantra or mantras to recite to invoke the Divine Mother in this situation, and strongly felt that the Navarna mantra was appropriate. It invoked three forms of the Goddesss- Durga, Lakshmi and Sarasvati. And it is also the mantra of the fierce evil-destroyer form of the Goddess, namely Chamunda. I had been reading the Devi Mahatyam for the first time recently and was impressed to discover that Lakshmi and Sarasvati were not only sweet Goddesses of auspiciousness and wealth, but also had a powerful side to Them that destroyed evil (like Durga). All of course are different forms of the the One Parameshvari.

So I went and sat cross-legged on my bed, and created a makeshift altar in front of me- a picture and small  metal murti of Devi from the Kamakshi temple in Kanchipuram (that I obtained during my visit last month) placed on a cloth, and the red rose petals

After the usual short invocatory prayers to Ganesh, Guru, Devi and Shiva and Vishnu- I began saying the Navarna mantra clearly and slowly and offered a rose petal with each repetition. After all the rose petals were offered (there were about 50), I took up my japa mala and recited the mantra 108 times, pronouncing each part of the mantra very slowly with concentration.

While doing japa, I mentally imagined myself offering flowers at the Feet of the Devi who was watching me with a pleasant smile- this was in the heart space, centre of the chest, anahata chakra- my usual meditation point and place of manasik puja. I imagined Her seated on a throne with Vishnu and Sivananda seated to Her right (They were approvingly observing the puja!).

I prayed for world peace, for a positive outcome of the hostage situation, for Her intervention, that things should turn out as per Her wish whatever it may be. After completion of the mala, I also imagined doing abhishekam of a Shiva linga with water and bael leaves. I also prayed to Lord Shiva for peace and protection of the world. Finally I repeated the Gayatri mantra three times as an offering to the Goddess, requesting intelligence and proper thinking for all beings. May good thoughts come to us from every side as the ancient Vedic prayer goes.

I then got up and went to have dinner. It was now around 9.45 pm in India. The puja had taken about 35 minutes. I switched on the television news channel while having dinner.

I was surprised and delighted to hear that the French forces had launched a successful program to free the hostages. It had been a very delicate operation that had to be timed well to avoid further death of hostages. The misguided terrorists had also been killed. While I felt sorry for the terrorists due to their twisted misguided ideology, I somehow felt that this was the will of the Divine.

This episode strengthened the feeling in me that God listens to our prayers. Thousands of people would have  been praying for the situation to resolve safely and I was simply one among many.

I found it interesting that I suddenly had a strong impulse to do a Devi puja using the powerful Navarna mantra (not usual for me to repeat this mantra except during Navaratri) - and that I started this puja moments just before the operation by the French forces to free the hostages. It was interesting that I was trying to send positive thoughts and prayers to help resolve the situation exactly during some very critical moments. I felt grateful to the Devi for involving me in Her Lila in this way. (Obviously the positive outcome was not because of my puja, but I somehow felt like one of Her instruments in this scenario and am grateful for this.)

The main message for me from this was that, as our sages say, 1) God plays out some strange Lilas- She is the criminal, the police and the people who pray! She is both beautiful and terrible, and Her Lila or Play reflects this. 2) God listens to our prayers. Mantras are very powerful tools for peace. We must repeat these more for world peace.

The second part is the reason I am writing this post. This event affirmed for me the fact that mantras are powerful tools for world peace. We must repeat them for world peace. For reduction of anger and destructive emotions in ourselves and in others. For an increase in divine thoughts of kindness and goodness in ourselves and others. We must pray, that the Divine Will permitting, peace and prosperity may return as much as possible to the Earth, and that negativity and harm may be reduced as much as possible.

When the Name of God is recited, no evil force can stand, no evil thoughts can exist. This is the definite declaration of our sages, and even beginners like me have had some experience of this. The Divine winds of good noble thoughts blow through our minds when the Name or mantra of God is taken.

So let us pledge some time everyday (be it 5 minutes or 5 hours) throughout 2015 for the sake of world peace, for the sake of our own spiritual progress. Let us attune ourselves to the Divine Will, pray to be instruments of the Divine, and pray that the Divine will may be done on Earth.

Om Aim Hrim Klim Chamundaye Vicche. Fervent thanks to She who is the embodiment of goodness, purity and all auspiciousness.

May She always bless and protect us all and guide us on the path of goodness.

Hari Om Tat Sat. Sarvam Sri Durgarpanamastu.

P.S. In the Sivananda tradition, it is advised that mantras containing bija aksharas (seed syllables, such as Aim, Hrim etc), such as the Navarna, should not be chanted in very large numbers (hundreds of thousands) without the guidance of a Guru. These mantras are powerful and can awaken kundalini faster than non-bija mantras. This can be a problem in one who is not mentally and physically prepared for such a rise. The guidance of a Guru and living a clean life (diet, surroundings etc) is especially important when chanting bija mantras. I chant this mantra occasionally in certain cirumstances as above and during Navaratri (as advised by Sivananda) but not in large numbers daily. I would advise anyone who plans to take up serious regular japa of the navarna mantra (or other mantra with bijaksharas) in large numbers to obtain the guidance of a proper Guru to ensure safe sadhana.