Messages to my twin soul, and to God and Guru

 Hari Aum.

April 21st:

Dear God and Guru, 

Please explain why You brought me back into my twin soul’s life in recent years.

All those dreams, signs and synchronicities, the endless angel numbers, the telepathic bond, intuition and so on—and this is where it ends? They do another runner. Are You serious?

My leaving years ago was in ignorance. I didn’t even know they were my twin soul (much less that they even cared or would notice if I left; we were both mostly running from this bond at the time).

After all that’s occurred, after all the years spent on this spiritual journey, this is all You’ve given them—the will to run again? What are You doing?! What are they doing? (Are they genuinely mad?)

How can anyone run now, after all that is known about this journey? This act goes against both the head and the heart. It defies both love and reason (which by now, should be on the same page).

There is no straightforward, ‘normal’ friendship, marriage or partnership possible between twin souls—because this bond transcends all these. 

When will You give these twin souls in male form the intelligence to understand this? And the courage to face this journey head-on?   

There are twin souls who do not communicate while alive in the body and then feel the need to communicate with their twin after they’ve left the planet. What can be more tragic than this? 

To spend an entire lifetime running away from the twin whom you are always connected to, and then seeking them after death separates you physically forever for this lifetime? It is beyond wretched and miserable, beyond all comprehension.

I refuse to accept this second round of separation—because I simply do not deserve this. It is totally and completely unacceptable.

Narasimha, You are the embodiment of strength. Please give these twin souls in male form (including my own) the courage to face this connection and to achieve a healthy balanced state in union with their soul counterparts. (They seem wholly incapable of doing anything sensible on this spiritual journey. Please give them good sense.)

You created this bond, now please make sure that all twin souls come into a healthy union in this lifetime itself. We cannot keep alternating between running and chasing like this all our lives—it is complete nonsense.

There needs to be a balanced state, a balanced energy—and sooner rather than later. 

Hari Aum Tat Sat.

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April 20th:

Two sets of messages to my twin soul:

From the lower mind: “Fine. Let’s have another round of separation. It’s achieved nothing sensible in the past but if that’s what you want, it’s up to you.

By the way, it’s all your fault it didn’t work out in this lifetime. I told you the truth years ago—you hurt me massively and so I left. Your actions now create more of the same type of hurt you caused in the past—typical. I blame you bitterly for ruining our union in this lifetime. You twin souls in male form are all the same and equally foolish! So there!”

………

From the higher mind:

“Do we really have to have another round of separation? It’s been nearly twenty years since we started our journey (in this lifetime).

There clearly is a huge spiritual side to this journey. And I get on really well with your higher mind (in dream anyway!). We have a really friendly, loving bond. 

The universe reminds me of you all the time with signs and synchronicities (I know you must know what I mean). 

Do we really have to allow our lower minds to derail and sabotage our journey again? I’m trying to keep my pesky lower mind under control—can you please do the same?

There must be a way to achieve a healthy union of some form in this lifetime. The unique nature of this bond must find a unique means of expression.

To both lower minds (mine and the twin’s): 

 “Shoo! Go away! Enough of the negativity and nonsense! Stop the immature behaviour right now and pull yourself together!

This bond is made by the universe and your chances of successfully derailing it are precisely zero!”

To the twin’s higher mind: 

“I really miss you and truly wish we had achieved a 3D union in this lifetime (along with a spiritual union). In the absence of this at present, I’m willing to focus on the spiritual side alone of this journey. Can you please meet me halfway? 

I have some spiritual work for you to do. :) I was wondering if you’d like to do the next two purascharanas? No? That’s ok. I’ll do them then. But it would really help if I had your moral support. :) 

I love you. (Don’t be too angry/ sad/ bitter/ cynical etc).”

Om Namo Narayanaya 

Hari Aum Tat Sat.