Hari Aum.
As I have mentioned previously on this blog, the twin soul journey is one type of spiritual path. Like others who have experienced this journey, I too realised at one stage that this is likely to be the reason for some of the events and experiences that have occurred in my life.
I want to write down, very bluntly, what I feel many twin souls go through on the journey, some of their thoughts and feelings, some of the reasons why they may feel the need to be in separation, and possible events that may lead to a harmonious reunion. (Note: as before, I will leave this post on here for as long or short a time that I feel is appropriate).
There are, as I have already explained in previous posts, two aspects to the mind: the higher and the lower. Both are a part of the Divine, and both play a part in our spiritual evolution. The lower mind seems to act as a source of inner challenges that the higher mind has to learn to deal with to grow stronger.
So, based upon what I have seen so far, let me share the typical thoughts and feelings that exist within twin souls (at least the feminine aspect) for their counterparts.
The higher mind's thoughts and feelings towards the twin soul counterpart:
A twin soul connection seems to exist here. It is a mystery and words cannot explain it; it just exists.
There must be a higher spiritual purpose to this connection. This needs to be figured out.
We need to act in accordance with the will of the Divine.
Let us embrace the 5D connection, and let the 3D connection manifest in accordance with the will of God, whatever that may be.
Everything is as it should be and things will turn out well in the end because we are accepting Divine will (and not attempting to live based upon our own little wills).
The overall feelings are of love, peace, wellbeing, trust in the Divine that the protection and grace of the Divine is with one at every step (and from this, is created great courage and inner strength to continue walking the spiritual path, including the twin soul path).
The lower mind's thoughts and feelings towards the twin soul counterpart:
There are mixed feelings: anger, confusion, fear, blame, guilt, regret, denial, disbelief, outrage, desire to run/chase, desire to cut off and 'be free'.
There is a sense of victimhood ('Poor me', 'Why is this happening to me? Why is the universe doing this to me?'). There is a huge pain related to separation (a sort of 'separation sickness') that can manifest as health issues.
There is a general sense of the unfairness and strangeness of it all.
A sense of confusion--- "What on Earth is this?!"
A sense of anger-- "I just wanted to live a normal life (including a normal married/monastic life). Why has the universe created this?"
A sense of betrayal- "If this connection exists, why could the universe not have permitted it to manifest in a 'normal relationship'; why did this weird astral connection alone have to exist!?
A sense of fear- "People will not understand me, they will judge/blame me." "This connection is so intense, it feels scary"
A sense of suspicion - "I don't trust him/her, and with very good reason based on what has already occurred!"
A sense of feeling unwell- "This connection makes me feel ill. It is bad for my health!"
A sense of despair- "Is my whole life going to be like this? When will this end? Please God, save me!"
So, in general, the higher mind (governed by the spiritual heart) in the twin soul feels love that is unconditional for their counterpart, and accepts this as a spiritual connection that has been created in accordance with Divine will. The higher mind is prepared to trust the Divine, and its own connection with the Divine, and 'go with the flow' i.e. accept the will of God whatever that may be.
In contrast, the lower mind (governed by the intellect and lower emotions) cycles through various highs and lows as it tries to make sense of a spiritual connection that cannot be explained intellectually (as this can only be understood by experience).
This is not an easy experience as one may imagine. It is very, very difficult to handle a connection like this. Based on my own experience, I have great sympathy and empathy with every twin soul on the planet.
I can only say, for all of us, that there surely is a higher divine purpose to this connection. And time will reveal what that is for each one of us. In the meantime, we need to tune into the higher mind and its connection with the Divine. And also, accept the lower mind and handle it very gently (as this is understandably very challenging, from a 'normal' material perspective).
Once again, I would like to say that the energy of Mother Radha in particularly is helpful to soothe twin souls in separation. Reciting any mantra or name of Hers daily grants spiritual strength and some inner peace.
Om Sri Radhikayai Namah.
Om Sri Radha-Krishnabhyam Namah.
Om Namo Narayanaya.
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