TF letter (another one!)

 Hari Aum.

Hello again.

I want to apologise in advance for this post (letter to my twin soul—kindly ignore this, if you’re not them!). 

Unfortunately, I do feel a need to communicate with you at present—and this feels like the only way. (I know it’s visible to the public—but that’s ok. Let them learn what twin flamery is like. Some people seem to believe that it’s a lovely romantic bond—posts like this should help cure them of that idea).

This is very likely not a permanent state of mind regarding this connection but my current thoughts on this connection are: Why does it exist? Genuinely, why? 

People talk about spiritual growth being the key reason —but I was already on a spiritual path before I met you. A fairly ‘normal’ one, I might add (standard yoga and meditation). There was nothing wrong with it—it was all good!

I don’t see why we have to have this bond—particularly when you don’t feel able or willing to ever even acknowledge it.

There are other ways for people to overcome the ego and lower self—why this? 

I feel sorry for us, and for all other twin souls on this journey—if that is what this odd experience is. It truly is so awful most of the time. 

I have no idea why the universe restarted things for us as a group in 2020. Why put us all through an experience that honestly can only be described as hell.

I would love to release us both from this if I only knew how. I thought we jointly did a good job of separating in the 3D years ago—do you not agree? But unfortunately for us, it seems to have resurfaced on an energetic level.

If I had a means to cut this bond with you, I would. I truly would. I feel I’d be doing us both a huge favour. But I won’t try, because I’m told it’s foolish and unsafe—not to mention, impossible. 

But I admit I am fed up—it is your silence that makes me fed up, and I long for the universe to free me from this. I want to reach a stage where I never want to have anything to do with you again—on any level. Perhaps you feel the same—if you’re mirroring my energy. 

Well, I hope we both succeed. Surely we’ve learned whatever spiritual lessons we had to from this bond by now and can carry on independently.

I want to return to my normal life of enjoying mantra japa and spiritual practices (that I had before this connection activated in recent years). I really miss it. 

I cannot make you happy—I’m not designed to evidently.

And you cannot make me happy—you too were evidently not designed to.

This twin soul bond that some of us have with each other was only designed to create misery—and, insane amounts of it. It beggars belief that the universe would do this to anyone. Most people who go through this feel the same. 

Do I sound spiritually unevolved here, is it my lower ego talking? Maybe. But my lower ego is also a part of God and has a right to protest. It has a right to express itself sometimes.

I’m so sorry but I want nothing to do with you at this precise moment. Now, this is, as we and other twins know, a fluctuating energetic connection. We feel one way sometimes, and the opposite after a while. Or something in between (some call it the twin soul rollercoaster). 

I’m not running from the connection here (never been a fan of running generally; prefer dancing any day for exercise!). Genuinely, I am trying not to. I’m just fed up of this experience. As many twins are. I’m not unusual in this.

Let’s jointly ask the universe to free us from this. It’s been great, just wonderful and we’ve learned loads spiritually (who knew that you could have astral connections like this!)—and now, I feel we’re ready to mutually say a polite goodbye and all the best. 

Since all twin souls are, knowingly or unknowingly on a spiritual journey, I know you must have a spiritual path. So, ask the universe to free us both from this (maybe you’re doing this already!), I am asking from my end. I am doing my bit.

My 3D version currently wants nothing to do with you. And your 3D version seems to currently want nothing to do with me. 

If only the higher self versions of us would agree and stop the mutual energetic exchange—we’d both be at peace. It would be great. 

Let’s live in hope that this connection ends one day—sooner rather than later.

Goodnight. Keep your astral version away from me! Do not show up in dreams and be friendly, and then behave the opposite in the 3D. It’s most annoying! (I might do that sometimes by accident myself but I’m more aligned with the 3D and 5D I feel—at least I’m honest about feeling this bond!).

 Bye :)

Om Namo Narayanaya (actually quite a nice mantra to recite sometimes if you’re curious. But I presume you’re probably highly evolved on your own spiritual path—good luck anyway, with whatever you’re doing spiritually!)

Hari Aum Tat Sat 

P.S. As usual, this post will remain for as long or short a duration as I feel is appropriate.