Hari Aum.
This is a brief message to my twin. The two things about you that I despise are your lack of honesty and your lack of courage.
I want to be kind and understanding—but I feel deep anger at the lack of these two qualities in you with regard to this connection. And for so many years.
Did you think it was easy for me to reach out to you last year? Do you think this journey is easy for me in any way? Or for any other twin soul?
After all the ridiculous experiences of the past nearly six years, after the dreams/ angel numbers and other events that have no clear explanation in the world of science, but only make sense from a spiritual perspective— after dealing with all that, and finding the courage (and compassion) to return to talk with you— I find only the same old dishonesty and fear or whatever it is that makes you run.
I once said that you disgust me— I didn’t mean it seriously then, but I do mean it now.
You do disgust me. Truly you do. You are self-centred, selfish, and beyond all contempt. Your behaviour defies all comprehension.
How dare you put me and yourself through this? How dare the universe do this?
After everything that has happened, the one and only thing that I want from you—is the truth.
You have not told me the truth at all—your words and actions have always been polar opposites. Always. You coward.
I am no saint, but you would truly test the patience of one.
I truly pray to God to give me the strength and patience to deal with a person like you. I cannot believe my misfortune to have a person like you as my twin. I do not wish to sound dramatic, but there is no other way to put it. You are an eternal curse. Ever dishonest, ever weak, ever fearful, ever negative.
We do not have to uproot our lives if we do not want to.
Almost every twin soul lives in two worlds— the outer karmic world and the inner twin soul world.
Given the sheer magnitude of events that occur in the inner world, it should be ok to at least acknowledge the existence of this.
You will never progress spiritually as long as you lie to yourself, to me and the world.
And no matter how much you gain materially, if there is no spiritual progress, one’s life will have been lived in vain. Remember this always—you coward.
Om Namo Narayanaya
Hari Aum Tat Sat.
P.S. And in case you are wondering, this is a message from both my higher and lower self—both agree for once, that you are a dishonest coward whose conduct is completely unworthy of a person on a twin soul journey.
Om Namo Narayanaya.
